Enduring Lately...

I've had some pretty amazing moments lately.I have broaden my horizon and learned how to deal with people.It's been a serious blow horn to the head in a good way that is.  I made my first friend here via the internet and wow I couldnt believe that.I have been treating these days like summer and I learned that most of important:I HAVE TO MAKE MY OWN DREAMS COME TRUE. I used to be afraid of spending so much money and let me tell you...I have to if I'm going to make it. I have to learn how to live with a gay person and how that want you to be more cultured and outgoing.I am so lowkey though and I dont want to change for anybody.Im like a chameleon down here.Its so much change.  I hope I grow in the best way though and I want to be well rounded and versatile.I decided that I want to take in some light modeling and see where it takes me and why pursuing my career I believe that will be a kick notch for my well rounded ness.I'm doing it.I'm doing it all the way.I want to find love and lord knows I want to hit the club and meet people.I think that I need to just get used to being around them.I shy away from big crowds.If there is too many people at the gym than I am going back to the house.I want to shine and right know i'm learning what it takes to shine.I also want to look fabolous while im getting there.Im changing my style as we speak.

zàijiàn
That's bye in chinese.Pow I'm getting there.