Some people really need to mind there business

For ex. The parent...Im like seriously he pride himself on knowing my life and gets mad because I don't want to tell it. What the fuck are you serious dude?????!!!!?!?!?!?

Good Morning

Yeah its not a great day because I didnt want to get up but apparently I had too. So knbow Ima tackle this homework before it gets out of hand!!!!

Just thought I 'll let you know

I am the godmomma wham and thank ya ma'am!

Booya-Just to clarify that guythat told me he didn't love me like he used too still does lol

It hurt me though when he said that but in all honesty baby is the greatest. I can brag about that one because he fit me like a glove and I love it. Lately Ive been struggling with new stresses and irratation in my life and he is the FIRST person I go too. He make me feel good but I really don't want to get caught up in the love thing so young. I want to wait it out and actually have something that lasts and I don't think I'm capable of that at such a young age. Me and him both know that we want to do stuff that's crazy and stupid before we settle down. I can't totally speak for him though. I love that man omg. I don't even think about how long I have known him I just can't see no one else in that spot. He make me want to look good all the time for him because I knw he like that kind of stuff. I want to please him. But I'm also scared because I look at my family and there old relationships and honestly they all have failed ALL. I don't want that I want to touch basis with my boo. I want to make sure he happy with whatever he do. He make me happy so I feel like he is a good look for me. It's just like that!!! Interview tomorrow hopefully I get it. I love you baby and that will never stop!!!
Love, Honeyyy

School is in session

I had a ridicolous day at school today.It was so fast paced but I like it because I can get more done in the time that I am giving which is something that I need to learn. I like to be fierce and I am here to learn. I made small talk but I didnt actually make any friends.When I got home I got a call about a job.Yes finally my hard work has payed off.I am so happy and exhausted in the best way.I hope to recieve some more good news soon.All I have to do is have hope and faith.Soon to be tatted.Im a great gorgeous baby....I want to be red and yellow zebra stripes.grrrrrrrrrrr

Good morning Good morning

Well goodmorning and right know my life is being scheduled by the parents and I'm so sick of trying to live up to other people's standard.If I don't want this then what makes you think I'm going to get this.My mom who during highschool refused to get me birth control is know like hey you really need to get it.I think the lady is so oblivious to what kids are doing and she needs to get a clue before her other kids are fucked up too. I was a good kid and yeah I had sex but not with every guy.I controlled myself or either met a good guy who was attracted but in love with another girl. Good times but my game is top notch know only because I can see through other people's eye's.I'm trying to not let my past be a problem. I have thought about that guy here and there but nothing serious. He can kick it wherever he is not my concern and I actually like this. I have time to concentrate on me and only me. I don't want a guy who thinks he got to fuck the whole world of females before he find the one. I want some body who is eye level with me but totally different from me.I am a sexy beast.lol and I need to tell my cousin that I want to be the god momma.I really do and I think I will be a good god momma.

Dear burnt out flame,

When you told me you didnt love me like you used too.I admit I got upset.I felt like I had been played and that you were just a waste of time.I wanted you to roll over and die.I'm slowly getting over you though and know I'm learning that I got too much to look forward too instead of being grumpy.So I end my letter with this I learned from you in a sort of way and the next guy wont have to feel my harsh past because I know that's the main reason why I am hurt.I never had any guy put his faith in me for the long haul.So on to the next!!! =]

Hurt internally...

Yeah he did hurt me.I'm not over it but it's getting there.People expect you to be like them and when you aren't they claim you this and that.Look human I am what I am got it and if you have any complaints just drop them off and maybe if I give a fuck I'll pick them up.Im about to get real disrespectful all because of I hate the way people come at me.I need a nap and maybe a big box of chocalate's with a clean good man that won't dip out on me.I really just want that friend and lover type.I hate how he think he gone get his way.I just know that this time he not.I'm not gone be sitting on the porch when he come back.I'm going to have my own place.

Hmmmmmm a first for me...

Wow the first time a guy said he fell out of love with me.It's cool I just hate that alone feeling.I never want to talk to him again only because I don't see the point.I really don't want to be near any guys right know.I'm pretty sure the right one will come.I don't want to rush anything anymore.My life is changing in every aspect.I just need hope.That love thing is difficult because you feel like your nobody without anybody but its not like that really your the greatest strongest being.I want to prove my thesis so I will.I wasn't sad when he told me either.I sort of prepared myself.He is such a limp dick for not telling me straight out though. I want to get hope tatted on me because of guys. On my pinkie to be exact.We will see how that guys.